Well Ronin's party went wonderfully and I can't thank our friends and family enough. I hope everyone enjoyed it as much as Ronin and I did. One-year-old parties are a strange creature. We went with a Samurai theme to play off Ronin's name. Really, I just wanted an excuse to wear my kimono dress and eat Japanese treats all day. My mom brought a great cucumber salad and I made sushi, veggie rice balls, sweet glazed chicken, and Edith made the fruit kabobs. We served sesame candies, almond cookies, coconut butter cookies, fortune cookies, wasabi peas, Oriental snack mix, and edamame.
I thought a lot about how I'd make Ronin's first birthday cake. Should it be sugar-free? Should it have dairy? Should he get just a small cupcake? Turns out he didn't eat any of it anyway so it didn't really matter. Instead, he dropped handfuls of it on my legs and the floor. I sprayed the cake with edible gold so maybe it was for the best. Our guests had ninja cupcakes and assorted fruit sorbets.
Then a few weeks went by. We recuperated from the sugar rush and are back on track.
In other health-related news....
We met with my oncology/gynecology doctor for what we thought was an appointment to discuss a hysterectomy, but another doctor was in that day and we took advantage of the second opinion. Turns out his opinion was the exact opposite. Rather than hearing out a third opinion, I called Dr. #1 to inform her of Dr. #2's recommendation. "Honestly, that doctor does not know your medical history like I do," she said. It's true. She did diagnose me and treat me these last few years. We rescheduled the hysterectomy/biopsy discussion for this summer. Can't wait! :/ Good news is the exam I did with Dr. #2 was negative. Been negative going on two years! Which is er...well...positive! :)
With all this talk about my lady parts (specifically, removing my lady parts), I have been considering my relationship with my hormones more than ever before.
I call it a relationship because there are so many dynamics between how I can influence my hormones and how my hormones influence me. Sometimes we love each other. Sometimes we hate. Either way, I have always disregarded PMS symptoms as a part of womanhood. My sporadic bouts of anxiety, irritability, food cravings, self-depreciation, forgetfulness, sleeplessness, and pain became predictable (lasting about ten days before my period's onset) and excusable as I thought they were "natural symptoms". Reluctant, if not completely unwilling, to try medication, I chose to endure the struggles and thank my husband relentlessly for putting up with my roller coaster of emotions. He claims he hasn't been too affected (perhaps because he grew up with two sisters!) though it's not unreasonable that my perception is skewed; when I am experiencing PMS, everything seems exaggerated.
I recently started discussing these symptoms with my doctor and have been reading more on the topic. Many suggestions include eating a diet quite similar to the one we've already adopted. Plenty of fruits and vegetables, low salt, low sugar, and lots of water.
It's disappointing to still experience these symptoms despite my overall good health and nutrition. Other recommendations include supplements and medications. I am hesitant to try either option because of my fear of side effects, but perhaps it's worth exploring. There are pills to treat the symptoms and pills to treat the hormonal imbalance. While treating the imbalance seems logical, I fear it's not simple. My plan of attack at this point is to tune into the symptoms by tracking their occurrence and learning more about them. I'll keep ya updated. In the meantime, any experiences you'd like to share or wisdom with which to enlighten me? All is appreciated :)
Okay now I want to go back to food talk. I love food so, so much...
One of my favorite thrifting spots had a mini juicer that was priced too low to not give it a shot. I have been saving the scraps of fruits and vegetables from the day to juice in the evening. I drink the tastiest ones and freeze the more vegetable-y tasting juices for later use in recipes. Freezing the juice in ice cube trays makes it easy to thaw as needed.
Last night's dinner date was perfect. Our meal included shrimp in eggplant and herb tomato sauce with orange braised asparagus and olives. Another super quick and easy, but delicious and healthful dinner.
Chocolate-covered strawberry cupcakes were inspired by aforementioned hormones and a desire to show appreciation to a very sweet husband who seems to have very good timing. I received a sample of NuStevia baking blend with fiber from this beautiful woman so I gave it a try. I also used oil which is unusual for me as I normally use fruit puree such as I've done in my recipe for awesome muffins. As you can see, it's not TOO much different from my beloved muffin recipe in it's basics.
Cupcake. (Recipe makes 12)
-dry-
2 cups flour
1 cup NuStevia baking blend with fiber
1 tablespoon baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
-liquid-
2/3 cup tofu
1/3 cup vegetable oil
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
red food coloring (optional)
1/2 cup strawberries
1 Preheat oven to 350°F. Mist 12 muffin cups with nonstick cooking spray oil.
2 Sift the dry ingredients into a large bowl. Combine the liquid ingredients in a blender and process until smooth. Use this method for easy clean up! Pour the liquid ingredients into the dry ingredients and stir just enough to combine; do not overmix. Stir in the strawberries.
3 Spoon the batter into the prepared muffin cups and bake for 20 minutes or until a toothpick inserted into the middle of a muffin comes out dry. (I baked em for close to 40 mins, I think! But start checking at 20 mins to be sure) Let cool for 10 minutes before releasing the muffins from the cups.
Frosting.
the remainder of the tofu package from the cupcake recipe
1 - 85% cocoa bar from Lindt, melted and sweetened to my liking with agave syrup
Blend the tofu and melted agave n' chocolate until creamy and chill in the fridge for a few hours. Frost the cupcakes and experience heaven.









